Why Do Humans Kill Each Other?
A speaker recounts their sanitized, screen-mediated experience of witnessing a drone or remote strike that killed people in real time. This visceral moment of watching people die unknowingly prompted deep questions about human violence and war, ultimately motivating their documentary work on the Afghanistan conflict.
Summary
The speaker describes a pivotal moment during their military career in which they observed a lethal strike operation through a room full of TV monitors, all focused on a single house containing a high-value target. The experience was described as deeply 'sanitized' — removed from the physical reality of death — yet profoundly disturbing nonetheless.
The speaker reflects on the surreal nature of watching people go about ordinary activities — stepping outside to use the bathroom, arriving by car — completely unaware that they were moments from death. The countdown to the strike ('2 minutes out,' '60 seconds out') heightened the weight of the moment for someone whose military role had previously been limited to giving PowerPoint briefings.
After witnessing people fall following the strike, the speaker returned to their room and wrote in their journal, grappling with fundamental questions: Why do people kill each other? Why does war exist? These existential questions, born from this remote yet intimate encounter with lethal violence, became the driving motivation behind their documentary focus on the Afghanistan war and the human cost of combat. The speaker explicitly connects their military career experience to their later creative and journalistic tribute work.
Key Insights
- The speaker argues that observing death through screens creates a 'sanitized' experience that is nonetheless psychologically disturbing, as they felt deeply affected despite never being physically present at the strike.
- The speaker describes the haunting randomness of survival — noting that one person who stepped outside to use the bathroom unknowingly saved their own life, while others who arrived by car were killed moments later.
- The speaker, whose military role was limited to giving PowerPoint briefings, was profoundly shaken by the countdown to a lethal strike, suggesting that proximity to decision-making without operational desensitization amplified the psychological impact.
- The speaker claims that witnessing the remote strike led them to journal about fundamental questions — 'Why do people kill each other? Why is there war?' — framing this moment as the philosophical origin of their documentary interest in the Afghanistan war.
- The speaker explicitly links their military career experience of witnessing sanitized, screen-mediated death to their later decision to create documentary work focused specifically on the human cost and death toll of the Afghanistan war.
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