The 700 MPH Ejection That Changed an F/A-18 Pilot’s Life | Official Preview
Navy F/A-18 pilot Kagan Gill survived the fastest ejection in naval aviation history at 695 mph during a 2014 training exercise, suffering catastrophic injuries including traumatic brain injury and paralysis. Despite dire medical prognoses and subsequent battles with PTSD, addiction, and suicidal ideation, Gill recovered through alternative therapies like peyote and ayahuasca ceremonies, ultimately returning to flying and becoming a mental health advocate.
Summary
Kagan Gill, a US Navy F/A-18E Super Hornet pilot, describes a catastrophic accident during a 2014 dogfighting training exercise. While executing a turning dive at high speed, his aircraft's control surfaces failed to respond despite pulling the stick fully. As his radar altimeter warned of dangerously low altitude, Gill ejected at 695 mph (0.95 Mach) just two seconds before impact with the ocean. The ejection subjected his body to forces equivalent to a hundred times that of a Category 1 hurricane. Upon ejection, he experienced a traumatic brain injury from his head striking his helmet, lost consciousness, and was pulled underwater where he struggled to survive the salt water inhalation and disorientation. Medical professionals initially told him he would never walk or use his arms again and that his flying career was finished. Following his discharge from military care, Gill fell into severe depression and PTSD, struggling with insomnia despite medication and experiencing suicidal ideation, contemplating using a firearm while his wife and infant son slept beside him. He became increasingly skeptical of the VA's pharmaceutical-dependent approach to treatment, viewing it as a profit-driven system designed to over-medicate veterans. A turning point came when Gill participated in a peyote ceremony with a Native American group at a retreat, where he felt reconnected to purpose and hope for the first time in years. This led to participation in the Heroic Hearts Project, which arranged for him to experience ayahuasca in Peru. Gill credits this experience with providing a massive spiritual awakening and sense of connection to the divine, describing it as transformative in his recovery. He progressed from barely being able to perform daily tasks to becoming a loving husband and father, ultimately returning to the cockpit and becoming an advocate for veteran mental health.
Key Insights
- Gill ejected at 695 mph (0.95 Mach) just two seconds before ocean impact, experiencing forces equivalent to a hundred times the force of a Category 1 hurricane impacting his body instantaneously.
- Medical professionals told Gill he would never walk again, never use his arms again, and his military flying career was over, which motivated him to prove them wrong.
- Gill experienced severe suicidal ideation while medicated, contemplating suicide with a firearm while his wife and infant son slept beside him.
- Gill critiques the VA system as intentionally designed to over-medicate veterans, describing the pharmaceutical industry as a 'cash cow' and 'tentacle of greed' that profits from keeping veterans dependent on medication.
- Gill credits participation in a peyote ceremony and subsequent ayahuasca experience in Peru through the Heroic Hearts Project with providing spiritual reconnection and a sense of purpose, transforming him from barely functional to a loving husband and father.
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Transcript
[0:00] I maneuvered the aircraft in this dive, immediately pulled the stick in my lap, and I'm in about 7 and 1/2 Gs, diving down at the ocean. And I didn't realize all this in the few seconds that it took. All I knew was I was pointed straight at the ocean with the stick in my lap, and then all of a sudden the jet just [music] stopped turning. >> Kagan Smurth Gill, you serve as a US Navy F-18E Super Hornet pilot, >> [music] >> flying high-performance combat aircraft in one of the most demanding professions in the military. In 2014, [music] [0:30] during a dog-fighting training exercise, you survived the fastest ejection in naval aviation history, [music]…
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