What It Feels Like to Play in the Olympics?| Raj Shamani Clips

The athlete reflects on his Paris Olympics experience, describing how the entire journey — from barely qualifying to reaching the bronze medal match — was emotionally charged. In the moment of losing that final match, he describes feeling blank and exhausted, unable to even process what had happened while giving post-match interviews. He went straight back to his room in the Olympic village, locked himself in, and refused to go out even for a meal, until his family (mother, father, and brother, who had traveled to Paris) persuaded him to come out. Their emotional reunion and hug marked the beginning of his acceptance process.

He candidly discusses the post-Olympics mental slump that followed over the next year, where he struggled to find his motivation and lost in the first round of approximately seven consecutive tournaments. He acknowledges that while he was still physically training eight hours a day, he was mentally not present. He worked with mental trainers who helped him reframe his Paris experience — from a near-miss failure to a remarkable achievement of reaching fourth place from a position of barely qualifying.

A striking highlight of the conversation is a photograph from the Paris Olympics showing blood on the floor from his hand. He explains that he had sustained a hand injury diving for shots as early as the first or second round, and the wound reopened badly during the semifinal. Medical staff struggled to stop the bleeding and heavily taped his hand, which restricted his arm movement. He insisted they loosen the tape so he could at least move his arm to play, prioritizing performance over medical caution. He describes being so in the zone that the injury barely registered during play.

Eventually, after about a year of poor results and some injuries, he made a conscious mindset shift — deciding he was willing to lose the next ten tournaments without desperation, choosing instead to rediscover his love for the sport and compete with full effort each time. This mental reset, combined with taking time off from tournaments to fully recover physically, marked the turning point in his recovery.